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all these places have their moments... [31 Jul 2007|01:41pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] So it's officially marching season. & It promises to be pretty kickass. Going over stand dances today just made me realize why I still wanted to do it, even though I seriously felt like quitting after Jason graduated. I love our colorguard. I really do. I'm glad I did it. It's not the twirling, really, as much I would be flayed for saying it. It's hanging out with these girls who are so special and amazing. That's what's really going to get me on the last game. That I won't get to drunkenly swagger while holding up 1 finger with Corrin anymore, enjoying all of our amazing inside jokes. Or that I won't get to laugh at everything with Kaci, talking about Paul&John love and the meaning of life and everything in between. And I won't get to experience Angela's whimsyness, or make Mexican jokes about Shelby while slapping each other in the stands. I mean, I can still do that, but not as part of flag team. It'll make me sad. Not enough to ever want to do it again, but it really has been an awesome experience. I drove Stephen's big Tahoe home today, barefoot and in the rain. Down Seigan during lunchtime traffic and then home. I like to think I kicked ass. I'm so glad I have my license now. Wooo. I much prefer my lovely lovely car though. =) Let's see. Band camp in Eunice starts this week. Ew. BUT. When I get back, I totally get to spend the 8th - 12th at the beach with Jason and Stephen's family. I'm sooo excited. Speaking of Jason, he is on route to Orlando to go on a "senior trip" with his youth group kiddos to Orlando. And I'm stuck going to overnight band camp in Eunice. Ew. haha. I can't believe I'm a senior. I really can't. I remember sitting in orientation my Freshman year, not knowing anybody. I remember eating lunch with Corrin and all those kiddos on the first day. I think about all these friendships I've made, some lasting throughout all of high school, some fading away, and new ones I'm glad to have made. I remember feeling like everything dragged on forever and that I would never get out. And now, this is it.  I'm still scared to do it without Jason. Since the beginning of sophomore year, he's been there, walking me to classes, and making everything better when I'm upset, and making me so happy. He was always there for me, when no one else was. And it still makes me want to cry to know that I'll walk out of that building every day and not climb into the Mustang, formerly the Impala (haha), and ride to my house, singing and laughing and going on random excursions together.  It seems kind of silly, especially when I'll get to see him every weekend and during the week and talk every day on the phone, but still. I can't hold any bitterness towards Parkview because it's the place that I met the best thing that's ever happened to me, my best friend, the person I love more than anything in the world. I'm so so incredibly lucky. I love Jason Mark Crochet. It knocks my socks off every day. It truly does. Haha. Eeeeeeek.  I really can't believe I'm getting so nostalgic over Senior year and it hasn't even started. I don't know. I have to read more of A Tale Of Two Cities now.  This was random. 4 kisses lift me higher

when I was 17, couldn't wait for 21... [30 Jul 2007|05:06am] Well, I never thought I'd see the day, but here you have it. I'm updating livejournal again. I made a pretty layout. And now I'm going to sleep. But I promise I shall update. Often. Even though I only have two friends as of now. =) lift me higher

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